I need to stop drinking
my mum hates me.
my mum actually hates me.
i’ve never actually wanted to die more than i do right now. why am i such a pussy. i should tidy my room then i could die.
im so unhappy. im more unhappy than i was when i was in hospital. i was just pissed off then, but i am really really unhappy.
I remember feeling like that…how dark it is before the dawn. Got sober the first time at 20…clean and sober for good at 29…50 years old now and life is good…it can be that way for you too…I guarantee it. Stay clean and sober for a year…if you don’t like what you get…you get double your misery back at the door…
If you like what you’re getting…keep doing what you’re doing. If you DON’T like what you’re getting…then do something DIFFERENT… <3 {{{Hugz}}} <3
Reblogged from flower.
